st dalfour sunblock

This is how it looks like..

I've been using this for 2-3 years i guess (on and off, depends on my mood).. If you have darker skin tone, you can also use this in your body. This is one of the best sunblocks I've ever used. No breakouts, this won't even clog your pores. 

      After 2 weeks of using the product, you will notice that your skin will be fairer and healthy to look at. I'm a sunblock junkie, that's why i use sunblocks alternately depends on the weather and my mood LOL.

This is perfect for ladies who wants to have fairer skin. I use this mostly in my arms and legs everyday. 'Coz this won't let you down especially if you love swimming in pools and beaches.

       I only use this in my face if I know i would be walking for 100 kms in the morning and afternoon LOL. I don't use this for 5 consecutive days anymore.. I think "my face" reached its extreme fair skin tone because of this.. heheh so ladies if you want to try this product, be sure to use this all over your body, believe me! this is the best whitening product i've ever used.. this wont dry your skin.

Eskinol? Really effective? hmm

        I have read lots of feedbacks/reviews about the eskinol, that is combined with dalacin c and myra 400 e (if im not mistaken). This might be the best alternative for my St. Dalfour Cream. I have been using this for a year (summer april 2010 was my last month of using the cream). Because of this i've achieved the glow i've been dreaming. I decided to stop using it. After a month of not using the cream, my skin is still the same, soo blooming to look at (although i have 1 or 2 pimples especially when i have my period). I've used lots of products from sunblock to moisturizer the time i decided to break up with SDC (I'll post my blog anytime this month 'bout those products). And you wouldn't believe it, my skin is still the same, when in fact i have a very sensitive skin and prone to acne.
        Being a woman who's very much conscious with her skin, I decided to have a facial treatment (just the basic, removing of blackheads). I was so sad because the attendant or the lady who's pricking my blackheads had a "feather weight" hands LOL. It's as if she's in a hurry that she wouldn't even bother asking me if she's hurting me or not. The pain I felt is.. as if she's slicing my face into pieces. After an hour of painful pricking, I went home. There in front of a mirror i saw that my face is full of arggg it looks like mosquito bites all over my face!!!! I promised myself I will never go back for such facial again.
        After 2 weeks of using nothing on my face, my condition worsened. A friend told me that my pimples is no longer normal its acne vulgaris, wow! This is soooo unbelievable! She told me to use the eskinol combined with dalacin c...

That was the biggest mistake I've made in my life... Because 3 straight days of using the eskinol my acne turned "reflector color red" and much much much bigger  than Mt. Everest!!!! hays! like they were sprinkled with fertilizer.. So i stopped using anything that will trigger the growth of my pimples. October 2010 to February 2011 with nothing but dove and water only. My skin is better but scars and few bumps are still visible.
A friend of mine told me to use the eskinol with dalacin c again. She told me that I will only experience the purging stage for 2-3 weeks. Stupid me ! Yes you're right, LOL I was convinced again to use such product, because she had a very nice, poreless face. LOL LOL and again my resting scars were alive again!!! Lesson learned! I will never ever be envious with all the beauty products in this world! I've learned that the products that works for her may fail me a zillion times. I will just go back to St. Dalfour Cream. The brown dalfour is effective, but you'll just have to wait for 3-4 months to really see its effect. I don't think that the cream of my supplier has harmful ingredients, 'coz in my experience the effect is not instant, just be patient.. And my friends who stopped using the cream didn't experience any adverse reaction like what I've read here in the internet. So ladies, never ever use astringents.. specially if you have a very sensitive skin like mine...

This is my bottle of  the cream. I think I bought this last year. 2 bottles a year? heheheh i love this cream.. if I have time i will post my pics the time i used and stopped the cream. hays, i will never ever use eskinol!!!!

My Favorite Chapter of my Life

All i want is to erode from my past..
Have you ever been called slut?
And your stupid boyfriends’s asking for things  which is beyond your limitations…
  for you to show him that you do loved him…
SEX is not the answer for everything… its taking care for each other and of course
  the companionship.. repecting one another.. and LOVE.
Well..
That’s the most painful thing that ever happened to me.
Of all people! Damn!
I’ve never expected that.

Then I decided to hide the real me.
I just want to evanesce, so that i won’t remember the burdens in my life.
Each night, i smoke rapidly..
Why?
Why can’t you just accept me?
I’m tired of your rant voice.
Enough!!!

Then I decided to meet new friends.
Every week we hang around.
Then one night..
I was busily drinking this damn red horse.
I’ve met this guy..
Well for me, he’s just the same! same with this dumb, lout and raspy guys!
Coz of my experienced, i don’t like to mingle with the opposite sex.
But he became part of my crowd.
And became my friend.

Dumb me!
I never expected that we’ll be good friends.
I tried tellin my self that i can never love someone.
But the more we got closer.. the stronger my feeling’s gettin’.
The last 9-10 years of my life were unfortunate blip on an (otherwise)
  clear screen, and I intended to moved on with my life.
I’ve tried convincing myself that he’s not real.. not sincere..
Guys are deceitful…
I hate them all! They should be cursed!
To hell with them!
For me, I can live without those slob beings (men).

Then the day came…
He told me about his feelings.
Why?!?
This is not real!
Secretly i cried, why did I’ve let it happened?
I tried hating him… I hate him!
I hated him the night he told me he loved me…
I hated him coz i couldnt love myself..
Why are you so kind to me?
This can’t be happening.
I can’t fall for him..
How? Why?
Qs that keeps playing on my mind…

He is a quintessential person.
Then he became my bestfriend.. as my besty he is protective.
He respects me.. a lot.
And that’s one thing that draws me to him.
Am i….?
NO! This can’t be happening!!
I tried pushing him, thru quarreling and insulting him…
I knew i’ve hit his ego, but yet he stayed with me..
isn’t that unfair with him?
But what he didnt know is that im wounded everytime i ‘m mean to him.
And i hate him because he’s only showing me that he’s worth my damn love…
I know right then that he’s sincere, pure…. and different.
But the more im pushing him away from me, the more i want him in my life..
Then he told me, that i need to face reality…
So i decided that i should never run away… I should face him and stop being a
  timid person.

Then i’ve let him in… in my imperfect life.. yet he made it complete.
He knew that I have been seeking for a soulmate..
I guess soulmate is just an imagination.
Now that he have picked the shattered pieces of me… and have solved the
  puzzle in my world…
I’ve learned to love myself…

I guess this is my FAIRY TALE.
We create our destiny, thru our choice and decisions.
We are living in an imperfect world, but a happy place to live with… with him.
We live each day like its the last day of our life…

I LOVE YOU MARK!

Advocate of My Predicament

why have you forsaken me?

i never lied to you...

you like doing things with flourishes
i have considered you as one of my trusted friends,
can you just trust me ? the way i trusted you...

maybe i'm asking too much...
you've never been true to me
you told me that you hoped that the lord would forgive my ignorance,

well i hope he will forgive your prejudice.

you've often jeopardize my feelings...
can't you see?
your a filth, an ill-mannered lout human!

so never underestimate us!

we're better than you...

despite of my gloomy feelings..
i have to fake a smile
for anything is apt to happen
for i profess to want only peace

you put me in a real predicament
i stared at the gloom of my pre-dawn
maybe i should be ready to face this damn day..

THINKIN` I'D NEVER MET YOU...